I want to tell you, dear reader, that I find every girl beautiful, when I look at them, know matter their shape or any anxiety problems they may be experiencing. I have had anxiety problems related to food all year, although mine were mostly related to a blastocystis parasite that was found I have, but my situation has been extremely challenging none the less. After gaining back the weight I had lost last year, my weight is back to a much healthier one. My energy level is much better and my mood much more stable, even though I am still sick with this parasite (and maybe others?), which is sapping much of my energy. I am also much less anxious when it comes to food. Please stay hopeful, reader, for your own recovery to eating with less anxiety :) :) It is really worth it since most people I have observed find many humans so beautiful (and deserving of love, respect and kindness) just as they are.
Your path may see you staying the same size, or gaining some weight, or losing some weight, yet always your body contains a beautiful soul within and your humanity will shine outwards :)
Try to stay relaxed through this journey through the hours, days and years. Try to learn and experience pain or joy with acceptance for this moment. This is what I am reminding myself too. This moment is precious.